nada aqui!!!

honestly, iam so down right now. i haven’t sleep a bit last night. i am dizzy because my astigmatism is worsening and i left my eyeglasses in Manila.  oh well, this entry is not about me but about the video that my college friends made last saturday night. it was not funny but i can’t help but smile at their acts. i can’t believe that alcohol can give anna the courage to dance.haha!kudos to that girl. i sooo love your moves. rayks!nice choreograpy. too bad i wasn’t there to cheer you up. i should’ve brought my pomspoms. jha! ur soo cute when you dance, mishu girl.brynn!sayang, your the cameraman.i wanna see you dance like them.

that’s all. i miss my college friends.i miss our tambay moment in AIT. the laitera moment and also miss “it bench”haha!

i was so upset about everything that’s happening right now. it was edison’s monthsary and even if i know i should not go with them, i can’t help it. i needed to get drunk just to get numb and forget everything.

i was hurt, badly hurt. i should not let go of my defense. for once, i stopped thinking and opened myself to the idea of the unknown. that was not me. i never let anyone get close to me the way i let him.

last night i cried, i cried so hard that the people around me tried to comfort me but i shooed them away. i cried because he called and i hated him for doing that. he’s the only guy who made me cry like that. i know i don’t deserve to be hurt like this and that makes it more painful.

when i woke up i thought it will be over but then the pain is still there…
i think i need to drink more tonight…
hahah!!!

wah!i’m so bored!i really do not know what to do anymore plus the pressure every morning to find a job. sana hindi nalang ako gumraduate, if i have known that it would be this difficult. my parent’s are texting every morning if i already found a job.my gulay!!!kagigising ko palang may ganun na.sana hindi nalang ako gumising. tapos the whole day, wala akong ginagawa kundi mag-dvd marathon. although the series i am watching are great, at the end of the day i still feel so depress. natatapos ang araw ko ng ganun lang.

gosh!i might go crazy if i continue being like this. so help me GoD!!!!

tylee and i watched asian horror movies again so here i am, wanting to sleep but can’t because of my super great imagination. nakikitulog na nga lang ako, nang-iistorbo pa.hahah!

we went to school kanina and we saw Sir Alampay. he’s packing his things na kasi nga nag-resign na siya from AIT. nakakalungkot lang na hindi na namin siya makikita pag dumalaw kami sa AIT. he’s my best college professor.